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can_finish_them) wrote2013-10-04 11:50 pm
can_finish_them) wrote2013-10-04 11:50 pm
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Outside Milliways
It's a nice day outside, sunny and still but not too warm, and Kaidy has had a long and busy (though not entirely unproductive) week, so she's doing something she always finds calming: she has targets set up on the lawn outside the bar and is practising with her handgun.
She's not a bad shot but it doesn't come naturally to her, which means she has to concentrate. It used to frustrate her that not everything came easily, but these days - now that she's got the knack - she actually quite enjoys having to concentrate on something in order to get it right. It's an opportunity not to think, and the mechanical repetition - load, lift, aim, pause, fire - is oddly soothing.
So she's smiling to herself faintly, as the bullets march closer and closer to the bullseye.
She's not a bad shot but it doesn't come naturally to her, which means she has to concentrate. It used to frustrate her that not everything came easily, but these days - now that she's got the knack - she actually quite enjoys having to concentrate on something in order to get it right. It's an opportunity not to think, and the mechanical repetition - load, lift, aim, pause, fire - is oddly soothing.
So she's smiling to herself faintly, as the bullets march closer and closer to the bullseye.
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(She still can't quite stop laughing, so it's a very light and shaky kiss, but she feels she should get points for making the effort anyway.)
"I am a truly appalling person," she agrees, dotting his lips with further quick, giggling kisses after every few words. "Would you like to see some more evidence of that?"
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He's been laughed at before, and kissed, but never at the same time, and he's finding that it's an awful lot better than he thought it could have been.
He kisses back, peppering her giggling, gorgeous smile with smudging kisses of his own.
He's not sure how to answer because he knows what she means at least in an overall sense, and obviously yes, but also he's not entirely ready, and isn't that strange how he can be both at the same time? It wouldn't be his first time ever. Even he's not quite that bad. But it'd be his first time in rather longer than anyone would care to admit, and he's somewhat terrified of making things go wrong.
He doesn't want to obsess, he really doesn't, just like he doesn't want to be pessimistic, it just happens that way. But he's trying to be not that person. Because if he expects bad things then bad things happen. And he likes Kaidy. A lot. Maybe more than he should, but they've known each other for a while now, and he misses her like crazy whenever he's back home in what he sort of thinks of as the real world, and well, he wants to. He's allowed to want to, it's not a failing on his part.
Martin's brain is a complex jumble of worries and fears, but even if he's not entirely sure that he deserves to be happy, he really, really wants to be.
He presses into a kiss slowly but definitely, his hands settling easily into their default position on her shoulders, and it probably doesn't last as long as he thinks it does, but it feels like forever before he pulls back to breathe.
He looks at her, takes in her beauty, her wicked cheek, her confidence and elegance. He can't believe how lucky he is.
He smiles, wide and happy.
"A-actually. Yes. I- Yes." He bites his lip to stop himself from babbling. There's nothing he can do about the blush.
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"Good," she says firmly, and then (because even for someone as spectacularly self-absorbed as Kaidy can be, he's not difficult to read, and the nervousness is broadcasting loud and clear) she leans up and kisses him again, slow and (for her) gentle, and slides her fingers up his jawline and into his hair.
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He finds that his hands are in rather the wrong place, and without him really thinking about it his left resettles itself to her waist, while his right skids across from where it was just brushing the line of her hair, to the curve of her shoulder.
Without any especial input from his brain, his right thumb starts to stroke circles against her skin, bumping over the fabric of her top without really noticing the change in texture.
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Kaidy very much does notice the change in textures, as her faint shiver gives away, her fingers curling and opening reflexively in Martin's hair. Given that he evidently hasn't been picking all this up from practical experience then he's clearly an extremely fast learner, she decides, and makes an unmistakably encouraging sound as she nudges further into his touch.
She steps closer, closing all trace of the gap between them, and lets the fingers of one hand trickle down his throat to his collar, slow and stroking, to eventually play thoughtfully with his tie.
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His fingers skitter across her skin. Grip. Release. It's fast becoming a loop, a particularly nice one at that.
It's less that Martin is a fast learner, and more that he's not really paying attention to what it is he's doing, which means that he's not over-thinking it. Over-thinking is something that tends to ruin a lot of his plans.
The encouraging sounds are indeed encouraging. And very good to hear. For various reasons.
Martin swallows heavily, and a strangled sort of squeak escapes his throat even through the kiss. Everything seems to be rather too warm all of a sudden.
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There's a great deal of good to be said about their current situation - especially the fact of his hands on her skin - but she can't help but feel that there's much that could be improved about it, too. And judging by the sound Martin just made (which also nearly gives her the giggles all over again), he feels more or less the same way.
And guess who just happened to enter the bar through her bedroom this evening?
So she finally - reluctantly - lets the kiss break, grey eyes flicking up at Martin's flushed face and her fingers still playing down through his hair as she smiles.
Softly, "Come back to mine?"
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As the kiss breaks he feels an awful lot like he's just surfacing from a great depth. His breathing is erratic, his heart's pounding, it's all rather dramatic, at least inside his own head. He almost misses her speaking because he's too busy focusing on the pink of her lips, but he sees them move and he hears the words.
He's unsure. Hopeful, but unsure. Does she mean-?
Martin licks his lips and takes a slow breath.
"Um. Do you-? Er... Yes. Please?"
He's not sure about the please, but right now he's not sure other words can actually make the trip from his brain to his mouth, so he settles for a smile and a nod.
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She was actually quite tempted to give him another kiss just for the please, but at this rate they'll be here all night -- and whilst that idea does have its charms, so does its alternative...
"Come along then, Captain," she says, still in that quiet husky drawl, and tugs him back towards the bar. "Don't worry about the targets - they're usually out here."
Note to self, Kaidy: buy Ariel a drink later for having the spectacularly good timing to be on the nightshift this evening.
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He follows Kaidy, hand-in-hand. She called him Captain. And her voice was, well...
If he were thinking clearly, he might also be excited about the fact that he's heading to her world, to the future, but he's got other things on his mind.
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It's rare - virtually unheard-of - for Kaidy not to look around as she enters the bar, but this time she barely spares the place a glance as she makes a beeline for her door. Martin gets one last quick, hard, laughing kiss - and then she tugs the door open and leads him through.
The room beyond is where she'd been going when the bar saw fit to break her journey: it's quite small and lightly furnished, with one wall straight and the other a long arch which forms both wall and roof, as if the room were part of a circular tunnel. The curved wall shows one large vidscreen, currently muted and showing only the time and date - 22:57, 11/08/33 - in large dulled blue characters. There's a vanity mirror and writing desk against the flat wall; the desk is covered by a tumble of papers and books lying slipshod over make-up and framed photographs, with Kaidy's favourite flying jacket hanging from the back of the accompanying chair. A wardrobe, apparently mostly held together by duct tape and photos of planes, lurches unsteadily at the other end of the room to the desk, and a small bookshelf holds a few more books on planes and flying, the Haynes manual for an Aston Martin, and the collected Sherlock Holmes and Jane Austen, bookended by a very large and expensive-looking wooden jewellery box. Above the books, half a dozen little Airfix models of planes (there's a Spitfire, a Sopwith Camel, and a few more recent designs) hang motionless from the ceiling like insects caught in amber. Most space is taken up by the bed, which consists of two big double mattresses piled one on top of the other and draped in a tumble of pillows, rugs, blankets and sheets in a general impression of messy comfort: if any bed could be described as déshabillé, it's this one. There are no windows; it's warm, and light comes gently from the vidscreen and the two upturned wall lights on the one flat wall.
"I'm afraid it's hardly five-star," Kaidy remarks wryly from just behind him, "But it'll do."
She carefully shuts the door on the noise and lights of the end of the universe, clicking the lock just in case.
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Everything blurs into insignificance given that Kaidy has just dragged him into her bedroom. It's clearly her bedroom. There's a bed and everything.
He hears the door click as she locks it, and turns back to look at her. His cheeks are flushed, but mostly from the rushing over here and alright, yes, partly due to the excitement of finding himself in this situation. She probably can't tell the difference. He mostly hopes that she can't tell. Except that he also sort of hopes that she can.
Martin is balancing very carefully on the line between 'oh my god what am I doing, this is going to be terrible' and 'oh my god, this is amazing, more of this now please'.
His smile is a mixture of all sorts of emotions, worry and shock and pleasure bundled up together. Mostly it's a good kind of shock.
"It, er-. It looks alright to me." He says, slightly hesitantly.
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She smiles back at him, her eyes dancing as she squeezes his hand again in what she hopes is a universally reassuring gesture. She's not entirely sure of what to make of that look on his face, honestly, but she's made a career out of 'where angels fear to tread' and it's far too late to change her ways now. Oh well, if nothing else then going slow will be an interesting new experience.
"It's all right," she adds more gently, reaching up to frame his cheek with her free hand and give him a brief, light kiss. "Now, about that nice suit of yours..."
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The kiss may only be light, but it brings him back down from the heights of panic to which he had been climbing. Yes, he is worried, but no he certainly does not want to wreck things with Kaidy, and more importantly he does not want to lose this chance. He breathes carefully and steadily.
Kaidy might have to take the lead on this one, but he's more than willing to be her co-pilot at this stage.
Martin looks down at himself. He'd rather forgotten that he was in his uniform. He smiles at her.
"What about my suit?" He asks, voice unwavering, but cheeks still pink.
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"Well, fond as I am of it, I really could stand to see you in a little less of it," she tells him, and leans in to kiss him again as her hands reach to loosen his tie.
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Even so, he's hardly going to stop her, and well, he is getting rather warm...
He presses into the kiss with no hesitation at all, and makes affirmative sounding noises. His hands gravitate to her waist again, thumbs smoothing circles across the fabric of her tank top.
After a moment or two (or it might have been much longer, he's lost all sense of timing right now) he pulls out of the kiss just slightly.
"In case you didn't, um, realise. I'm, er- I like this plan. Um. Yes." He's torn between embarrassment at his terrible ability to form words, and being pleased that he managed to get any words out at all.
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When he breaks the kiss to speak, his words make her laugh under her breath.
"Good," she says, pressing another light, fluttering kiss to his lips as she tugs playfully at the top button of his shirt; no intent just yet, only toying with it, testing the waters. "Then enjoy it, Red."
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The awkwardness will certainly surface again when things like buttons and shoelaces become an issue, but for the moment Martin is mostly calm and definitely enjoying himself. (And anyway, everyone fails at shoelaces. And buttons are hard when you're not entirely paying attention.)
[OOC: And there we fade to black for the sake of my sanity. Because I am lame.]